The Truth of the Anti-Matter

decide. open. expand.
rest. breath. breath. breath.
don't look. don't like. don't decide.
just ride. hotride. glide.
stopstart. word. dot. word. dot.
stop. pause. unknown. thoughtless.
i once... what?
any memory. anything. memorything.
but which? choice. decision. crux. matter.
delay. pause.
decay. death.
decide or die.
live or die.
live to decide.
i. i. i. can. decided not to decide.
ha ha ha!
decide to die?
why not, it's inevitable.
don't look. don't decode.
don't be influenced by what's already gone.
don't be influenced by what's to come.
feel now. feel the flow of now. the nows. every now stretching impreceptibly into the next.
bang. bang. word. dot. bang. taptaptap. dotdotdot...
flickers out. world. scene. surroundings. unstoppable.
emptiness impossible with eyes.
the kate greenaway address book.
green meadows surgery newsletter.
electric calculator.
special dancing. massage.
surrey street atlas. f secure??
chris. de-instal. parrots.
screen. yellow sticky. green cable. paper. ice scraper.
photo of brothers at a wedding. niceday paper clip.
ruler. bt. phone. aura.
account manager. c.£30K. cross1008. Navias. Alex. kriztov.
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bang bang bang. impossible. blank isn't available. eyes.
ears. prodigy. bang bang bang.
mistake. skipback. backspace. skipfor. taptaptap. bang bang bang.
shorts. tee shirt. wristband. eyes. ears. feel. locking. leaning., resting.
there's no... no... no... solid space. no human race.
mouse. touchpad. nipple. clit.
speakers. alabaster. egyptian. obelisk.
yellow dustbin. cupbaord. reginald perrin.
small red wood raceacar. large green wood frog.
size colour wood something. flamingo maybe nextime? kenya maybe.
time is running out. time is running out.
your time is running out. my time is coming in.
thin. fringe. binning. fulmination. capitulation. grimandi.
fools, the lot of them.
running out. tick. tick. tick. tick. tick. tock. bam-thwock.
and it's over. and it's such a miniature thing.
nothing. it is nothing. this is nothing. less than nothing.
a waste. a subjectless waste of time.
a freestyle waste of subject.
a timeless subjectless freestle waste.
a knot in the bars of time.
of wooden subject matter freestyling nothing.
backwards. forgotten. abject and unimpressed.
resting on wrists and pivoting on a whim.
buttons and khakis. hairdryers and liars.
coca-cola corporate grey-matter.
mindless sheep and cash cows get fatter.
beware the wolves of orient-r.
they'll come in a taxi to sell you a car.
run for your minds and our children will win.
print this out. screw it up. educate your bin.